Anyhow i shall picked up where i left off..whereby after seeing the second doctor and being treated as normal food poisoning case,which i so beg to differ.i never got any better,my tummy still continue to swell like fuck and the pain is constant.the next day i was wallowing badly.i was still in denial.i refuse to reach out to anyone plus i was home alone for that particular weekend.i tried my best to sleep it off,comforting myself.but i was still in pain.
I remember posting a post on FB and my ex colleague Arien commented asking me if i was okay.i have not spoken to her for more then a year and next thing i know,i was on the phone crying my eyes out to her and she keep assuring me to go to the hospital and check what is wrong,i was still hesitant and refusing to go.i was very scared to know what is wrong with me was something serious.i told her i would think about it and hung up.
After about an hour moping in bed,i finally decide to call the hospital first, i requested to speak to a doc,and doc advised that i need to get in to Emergency for checkup.I told them i dont really know the way to hospital sg buloh from my place she said i can call the ambulance.So then i went on google trying to study the route.i fairly know the place but not so sure as to GET there.
When i finally got the strength to reach my car ,on the way out of the apartment,i flagged down a young couple to ask for directions,the guy took pity on me asking if i was able to drive and even offered to take me,but i refused and braved myself.when in reached the tol,it was already midnight i asked the tol collector also for directions,she was a bit vague and i was not really hearing as i was concentrating on my pain and to get there soon that i TOTALLY FORGOT the time and that im cashless as atm shuts down at midnight!
With so many worries,i totally did not get to the right route.and it was really dark,street lights were bit dim.i was on the kepong route heading towards the sg buloh hospital.i was not familiar at all the place.i decided to wing it.and hell it was scary that night.plus bit lonely.i got scared and not confident on the route i took.so i decided to uturn back from where i came from,which would 110% lead me back to the TOL ! and i had no freaking money with me that time. I was sooo fucking stressed out,i parked by the side of the road and just cried cried cried my eyes out.i felt like i was at my lowest low.i did not know who to call,and that i was so close to my house yet to far as was seperated by a freaking tol booth.for a good ten minutes of tears.i stopped and just decide to go ahead.i din know what i was going to do by i braced myself for whatever.i mean its only freaking RM1.60 ! So when i head to the last booth,i cried to the staff,i told her i got lost on the way to the hospital and told her the atms are not working i cant do anything and i just need to get thru.She then wrote me a slip and let me thru.
From that point forth i was really speeding as i was so mad.course of my bad habit of always using up all my cash first only to the atm.i decided to finally give up going to the hospital and head home.As soon as i unlock my apartment door,i was out of breath very weak and dizzy angry and in wonder why was it soo damn hard for me to get to the hospital for help.Deep down i felt like 'something' is stopping me from going to the hospital on my own.
I took the last step.I called 999. (i would like to clarify since i have been getting a lot of questions as how to dial the emergency number thru hp ! YES EVERYONE JUST DIAL '999' i was connected quite fast and the agent connected me to Sg Buloh Hospital , i was to 'plead' my case to them.I was quite ticked off,as the staff there was a bit hesitant to come get me! they ask why din i ask neighbours for help? firstly its nearly 1am and secondly,i dont mix with neighbours.i mean come on how many of you honestly know your neighbours these days for those who live in high rise buildings?!!! i was practically shouting at them,then finally they obliged and ask to unlock the doors.Plus they asked me if i was able to walk i told them i could but very slow as i was weak.
So i forced myself out of bed.took extra pairs of underwear and my hp charger.thats it. i went to the door and waited.luckily it took them only about 20mins to reach.but to my dismay NO WHEELCHAIR.WTF! plus the MO mentioned .' tadi bukan ckp bleeding cedera ke?' i was soo pissed,i quickly snubbed and say 'no! i din say that!' after that they HAD TO WAIT FOR ME TO LOCK UP MY DOORS and escort me down.there was this big ambulance waiting below.they help me up to it but did not even lie me down.wtf wtf!!yes laugh all you want! they thought i might not be a serious case.i really wanted to SLAP both of them.
When the ambulance reached the hospital,the bloody MO at first din bother to help me down of the freaking ambulance! shit!! at that point i lost hope towards gov hosps and staffs and thought the horror stories of cruel nurses will be true.i asked for wheelchair which was LAYING THERE NEXT TO ME one of the staffs say no one to push it as shorthanded (nearly 2 something in the morning) wtf wtf i walked myself in,and waited for my number.
The waiting area was surprisingly full,there were many sick people at that time.After bout 15 minutes waiting i finally got to see another MO inside,thank GOD from then on i met all the best hospital people ever.I explained my pain i showed my medications,i explained my medical history.i told the truth that i had stopped taking my BP meds forawhile.The MO quickly took my BP which not surprisingly was skyrocket high and he immediately dispatched for a wheelchair and sent me off to the A&E room.
Part 3 soon. I doing my best to tell my story in detail and as much as my memory serves me.Message or leave me comments.
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